I long for you since the day we met
That’s my heart.
My mind says its impossible.
I laugh at myself
As I watch them battle everyday.
I catch myself thinking
It’s never gonna happen.
That’s just my mind.
The heart doesn’t understand,
It insists you live within me.
The mind laughs, it’s a joke
Am I wishing for the impossible?
I see you when I close my eyes.
Or is it just a dream?
You hug me, you comfort me
When I wake up you are gone
I remember your smell, your touch
Are they just memories?
The battle continues.
Is it real, is it a mirage?
Is it worth living a life without dreams?
How can I let go of something I don’t have?
I laugh at myself
As I watch them battle everyday.
~ This is not only about letting go but also about loving somebody (including yourself).